-幸福-

我的幸福
is the moment u hug me so tight that i can hardly breathe..
but that is the moment in my life..
i lOve the most.

我的幸福
is the moment we lye on the bed together...
talking till morning holding hands
and
when i take a deep breathe...
it's full of ur smell..

dear, i miss u so much..

I miss you

disappointment

have u ever feel so sad that u can feel ur heart cracking into pieces??

I feel so much right now..

sadness

anger

disappointment

All i need is a BIG HAPPY FAMILY..

no argument...
i mean..argue for something that is worth for.. not like what is happening in my house.

i dun understand
why everyone else can have a happy family but no us...??

like my dear told me...
jiajia you ben nan nian de jin...
i dun rili understand wat this meant

but from wat he explained to me..
every family got their own lil secret which is heart-killing!!

Like me...
i actually have a complete family with one dad, one mom and 5siblings..
but..
We LOST one.
T.T

i cry my heart out... shout till my lungs out..
she will never be back with us anymore.

and that is the moment when i feel deep down in my heart..
TREASURE THOSE U LOVE
as maybe u wont be able to talk or see them the very next second.

who knows wat's going to happen next second?
Only GOD knows.
which
i still wandering if i am going to trust HIM again.

i ever wonder if HE really exist.?
but my dear told me..
HE made everything happen for one purpose..
which is now.... i still dont know what's the purpose HE bring away my erjie.
T.T
sobs sobs sobs.

How nice if my mum.. my grandmum, or my sisters know how to treasure each others.
i know it's difficult sometimes..
when i know my mum dun understand how we as her children feel for her..
when she is too 'church-y'

we need u Mom.. as a real mom.
not those biblical pastor or wat?
T.T

i love u mom.
i love u dad
i love u too nafield, meimei n didi..
and my ahma ahgong.
and Waipo.

i really treasure u all..

MY HAPPY GENTING TRIP

actually i got lotsa things to blog about...

like i go having fun with my bunch of crazy friends...
CRAZY i mean...
they're really can be super crazy for sure...
haha
^^
but i like them.
ALOT

at least,
they're NICE, FRIENDLY...

to say it super softly...
i SUPER NO LIKE KL PPL...
they're selfish and PROUD~!!
wtf being so no manner beh?
cheh cheh..

OK
nvm...
back to my friends..
me and my friends went genting last Wednesday.

to be super angry to shout!!!!
itu electric ppl cheat me loh!!
say whole thrus no electric wor... [BUT actually whole day got electric wor.. T.T]
so i 'happily' skip my lab test..
GO GENTING PLAY.
i mean..
no electric stay at home also super hot beh~

woots <3
so lazy!!
=.= damn lo!!
i hate myself for being such a lazy pig!!
like atyn says..
'u're already a pig beh zuzu!! no worries being lazy!'
wtf loh
XD

aiyah... suan la.
i dun mind being a pig. ^^

back to genting...
this is my gang before us depart to GENTING..

9 of us... ^^

take 1

take 2

we went starbucks like at 2am in the morning!!
so crazy beh

if my dad knows...
i scare i will get chop off!!!

presenting my love....
this is so nice beh


laura , zuzu and likting.


zuzu, desmond and davey

zuzu and desmond.


me n mydavey


the starbucks nite.


i think that's all la..
i super lazy to write..

juz to bored to post up picture for u to see beh nafield.

btw...
the only games we play is this..
so called apa..''flying coaster''..
SUPER FUN..

i wan play again n again..
but it costs me RM12 per ride!!!

wtf so expensive!! =.=

BUT

it is so nice!!!
wheeeeee~~



glad that i went anyway...


December U guys come i bring u go..

i think i still remember how to go beh
=.=

depressing

LOVE??
What is it all ABOUT?

It's kinda complicated when i think back things happening in my life...
u know what dear..??
I feel so worthless sometimes...
having myself chasing u at the behind...
I DO NOT WAN TO FEEL STUPID~!!!!
u understand?
*seriously*
.......be caring pls.......

I
I
cant say anythg..

sometimes...
sometimes.............
I just feel we're far apart.. i mean mentally..
MENTALLY TIRED

Sobs...
but
wat to do??!!


i still LOVE u..


a shoulder to lye on is AlL i need..


zuzu

ah ma ah ma

happy birthday ahma~
i love you
i miss you
muacks

the secret tears

there's smthg in me I need to spill.

many times i have tot..
maybe a lil more caring from you would make up my days.

but why?

....................
i expect too much from U.

every night before i sleep,
I would have think of u
Just maybe i can say goodnite to u in person~
i miss u so much
that i felt like a bolt of lightning struck into my heart
And
it broke into thousand of pieces
LoUdlY..

sneezes

hrm...
how come? how come? how come?
i keep on sneezing today?
i sneeze like... i also dunno how many times le.
my nose wan drop off le.

Maybe
rain too big?
thunder too loud?
or ..
ahem ahem..
someone miss me too much??

well well well..
u know who u r.

I'm here to say
I MISS U TOO~

oh...
nuts..
i'm not talking bout u oh..
dun too happy ah.
but i got miss u too la~
muah muah..

oH!!
I must tell~

I ate FISH-EGGS today for my dinner..
omg..
how come it tastes so nice..
I'm so in LOVE with fish eggs..
I'm sorie fishy..
but i'm surely in love with ur babies..
i promise i will take good care of them in my tummy..
kiikiiikikikiki
*i'm too evil*
but they just taste so GOOD~